there is supposed to be a beach trip on monday - i wonder if any of the fundamentalists will turn up. many girls may not come. i wonder then, if i may go myself.

mom's gonna be away with n. she's rather scared to leave me alone. and she knows that there is nothing i can do that is against her 'laws'. i wonder what to wear on sunday. it's a christian wedding. mom says that they usually dress with classic elegance or whatever. but r's sari is rather ornate. i like wearing saris . y can't i then? hm. there is the feeling of awkardness. but shd i really care? can't i just wear what i feel like. or will they think i'm bein too self important. argh. indian dress codes. really!